Dear Anonymous

Anonymous said...
hmm..u hav quite an interesting blog..just wanted to tell u dat there are bigger things in life apart from a guy who cant see how much he means to u..i dont think you should waste your tears and be unhappy because some other person who has other priorities now all of a sudden cant see the nice person in YOU. Hold on to your self respect and deal with this like any mature person would do..save your emotions for a person who may deserve it someday. Looks like you have quite a number of friends who are willing to stick up for you no matter what. Since u complain about your Uni, your lucky that you have a Uni to go to. U have friends to talk to..there are people who you probably dont even consider a true friend but if u sincerely go up to them during hard times..even a random person would care enough to help. All i want to say is, ur not alone. Tears, depression etc is not uncommon..it takes a LOT..to see beyond all the crap thats going on in your life and look at the positives that do exist..and that actually matters. wen u turn back and look at life..ul be proud of how u handled things. wen ur low..and feelin like crap..u may think nothin good exists..but regardless of anythin..it does exist..keep telling urself that. because its true. Make a difference in someone elses life..maybe a friend's..maybe in yours? maybe at home?Life is so precious..10years from now if you look back..these problems would seem so small..look at the bigger problems out there..whether your dad hurts u..or your home seems unhappy..at least u know who your dad is..at least u have a HOME..and whether he is a good person or not..he is ur father..imagine losing your entire family overnight for some weird reason..its happened to people before..im not saying your problems are small..it must be hard..and it must hurt..but do everythin u can to look beyond everythin no matter what happens..if anythin all these problems are just making u a stronger and a better person :) something good comes out of everything. its true.

Well dis is wat u left as my blog comment last tym i postd!so i decidd dat since ur wordz reali hit home dat i wuld dedic8 a whle blog post 2 u lol!no,buh reali im reali gr8ful 4 ur str8 up sincere wrdz!just wonderin do u knw me???n hw did u happen across my blog???? oOOOOo n u r so rite i shuldn't b wastin my tym on a guy hu dsn't even realise my existnce!it suxz dat i feel so strngly bout him n he dsn't even c me buh lyf goes on lyk u said!n i do admit dat i am luckier den most ppl!i do hve a roof ova my head,a family datz now bck in 1 piece, a stble(ish) cash inflow n gr8 ( i mean FREAKIN OSUM) m8z!!!i am gr8ful 4 those fingz evryday,itz those fingz dat get me thru all da shit in my lyf!buh even sumdayz itz not enuf 2 hve those fingz coz durz still a hole in my heart;dis void dat nufing seemz 2 b able 2 fill!n itz on those dayz dat i vent on my blog esp coz i cn't seem 2 let my m8z in nemure!i knw i shuld trust dem enuf 2 tell dem hw i feel esp coz i knw no matter wat it is i say or do dat dey will fully stand by me or ctch me b4 i hit rock bottom buh now dayz i jst dn't feel safe enuf 2 let ne1 in!i wuld neva hve thort dat on da 1st day of uni dis yr dat i wuld end up lyk dis..i wuld neva hve imgind dat i culd lose sum m8z,cry till i had no tearz left n b even mure brken den eva b4!BUH u knw wat in a strnge twistd way im gr8ful dat i went thru all dis utter crap..i met sum of da gr8st n most inspirational ppl durin dis tym,i learnd xctly hw much strngth i had in myslf n i realised xctly hw beautiful da wrd frndshp culd b!4 now itz enuf 2 hve thse ppl hu luv me n hu wuld do nefng 4 me n mayb 1 day soon i will feel safe enuf 2 let dem in gain!lyk i alwyz say 2 ppl:"itz not bout knwin a million ppl;itz bout knwin 1 person hu will stnd by u wen a million r gainst u!!!" n da funi fing is i jst realisd dat i've got da mst precious n amazin gift in lyf:im constntly surroundd by amazin,carin,luvin,funi people hu r beautiful both inside n out!i reali am blessd n it suxz dat it tuk u, Anonymous, 2 mke me realise dat coz it was rite in frnt of my nose 4 so many yrz buh despite my slownss im hapi dat i did evntually click lol!fank u fank u n fank u!u did 4 me wat i hve done 4 so many otherz n i dn't fink i will ever 4get dis (dn't tke dat da wrng way,my nickname is amnesia 4 a reason lol).may godblss ur lyf lyk ur wordz hve blssd mine n i do hpe dat if i dn't knw u dat da starz hve a story 4 us!hehe