Broken

The darkness which had engulfed my life,
The pain that had shattered my tiny heart,
The tears that had stolen my innocence,
Were all taken from me when you came into my life.
Your goofy laugh and cheesy grin robbed me of my broken heart.
It seemed that you were the knight I had been waiting for all my life.
You gave me smiles without reasons,
Hugs without intentions,
And a hope of a love without expectations.
Yet it seemed that you could break what was already broken.
The safety and love of home in your arms resided,
And the yellow you once gave me disappeared.
I lost all reasons and searched for the peace only death would give me.
Before the darkness consumes me, once again,
I need you to know that when I said forever,
I meant my heart was yours, in this life time,
And also in the next six.
All I knew and loved about you and me is withering away slowly.
But I’ll lick my own wounds,
And tend to my own scars.
Once again on my broken face,
A beautiful smile will hide the pain.

By neesh
© 21/5/07

i've been told by da m8z hu hve read dis poem dat itz brilliant..even i hve 2 admit itz actualy preti gud.it kinda suxz dat i had 2 go thru all dat pain 2 write it thou..wish fingz culd of been diff,mayb tym will heal all woundz but 4 nw dat beautiful smile dat mkez otherz notice me has 2 hide my pain.never knw dat i culd eva b so raw n honest..feel xposed,esp coz im 1 of those hide my emotionz kinda ppl but yea dis is hw much he made me hapi n dis is hw much he hurt me!funi ain't it hw i thort no amount of wrdz culd describe wat him n me went thru in dis past yr but it seemz wrdz r enuf.o n bout my last blog entry..i've changed my mind,if itz meant 2 b it will b.wateva god has writn in my book is wat will happen so obviously dis was all meant 2 happen 4 a reason!boi o boi dis reason better b so freakin osum ae!!lol leavin dis entry wif da hope dat u all never have 2 understnd 1st hand wat dis poem meanz..