first wkz bck

holy crap,neva thort i culd h8 a plce so much!buh hnstly i h8 uni,not coz of da wrkload either!well i wuld b lyin if i said dat dsn't cum in2 play..buh i h8 uni mure coz of all da crap dat goes dwn dur!itz da plce wea frndshpz break,relationshpz end,tearz start n da pain continues or growz!argh..k mayb im bein a tad dramatic!lol buh hnstly da 1st 2wks bck in uni hve been so freakin bollywud mvie dat i fink a lil bit of melodrama is calld 4 in my blog!:D (yes guyz,datz rite wen has my blog ever been melodramatic rite???hehe)nwyz bck on2 da point of dis blog post...da 1st wk of uni endd up wif me in tearz!surprise surprise *rollz eyez* even mure surprising is da person hu left me in tearz!*drum roll plssssss* da great GENTLE giant left me in tearz yet gain!he dsn't knw obviously,after our 1st meetin i ran off in tearz n left u guyz wndrin wea i was n wat da hell went dwn!buh yea i went 2 kickboxin ova da wkend n wrkd my butt off so i culd buy da rest of my txtbukz n jst avoidd tlkin 2 ne1 in general bout wat had hppnd btwn him n me!by da tym mon came round i was bck 2 normal n fngz were preti swt as 4 me,dfntly da calm b4 da storm huh???nwyz on 2nd wk;tues aftrnoon i met up wif pagal 2 get sum info on his frnd priv hu lykz farah, i jst was doin da whle chckin out his bckground fing lol..dn't xctly knw hw dat endd up wif me hvin a fracturd wrist!nwyz i prmisd pagal dat i wuld tell him hu da gurl was after he tld me all i wantd 2 knw..yes,duh i was cmpltly lyin thru my teeth lol!by da tym he figured dis out it was 2 l8 n he got pissd wen i bckd outta my wrd!so he throt he wuld b mature n steal my wallet n da letaz/poems dat were in my bag!he tuk off runnin n laughin @ me round da science centre n den dwn da stairs 2 da undrground parkin plce!da whle tym im swearin n punchin tryna get my crap bck!whle in da carpark area i punchd n kickd him a few tymz n he grabbd my hand n twistd it bhind my bck(u knw hw copz do 2 robberz in da mvies),i strtd screamin dat it hurt buh he thort i was pullin his leg lyk i use 2 do wen v use 2 play fite!buh nah i wsn't kiddin..after dis he ran off in2 da boiz toilets n left me outside huffin n puffin!god was i fukd off!he was behvin so immature n i h8d 2 admit it but he was beginnin 2 melt my heart all ova gain!so after lyk a few minz he cumz out n gve me bck my stuff n i strmd off n went home!dat nite i realisd my arm was swellin n txtd dat idiot 2 tell him dat he was a bully.da nxt mrnin i got up n it was even worse so i went 2 da uni nurse hu tld me dat my wrist miteb spraind..i was l8 2 class so i ddn't reali pay much attntion 2 her warningz.i got aradhna 2 bandage up my wrist while xplain hw da playfightin btwn ara n me had gone sooo wrng!all thru da day i ran in2 m8z hu flippd out @ da site of my hand cmpltly bandaged!i wsn't reali worid thou buh dat nite i went 2 my doc uncle n got a x-ray n datz wen he told me dat my wrist was "NEARLY BROKEN" (he was tryna mke me c da srsness of da whle situation i fink..hehe)2 put it in his termz,it was a fracture n he tld me dat i had 2 hve my arm in a sling n mst prbbly a cast!i refusd both sayin dat i hdn't even tld my rntz bout dis yet n dat i wuld cum bck,gain lyin thru my teeth lol!(o n kat he culdn't force me 2 do it coz itz gainst da law,legally i can refuse treatmnt if i want :D o da joyz of bein legal!hehe)i hve been leavin home freakin early n goin home freakin l8 jst so i can hide dis whle fng 4m my rntz,dur gona flip n i hve no idea wat im gona say 2 dem!nwyz on thurs mrning i tld aradhna wat da doc said n she txtd ara all pissd off,wifout my knwldge course!whle v r sittin in da comp labz lukin up sumfing he cumz up 2 me n startz goin off!da wrdz i did pay attention 2 were:''BULLSHIT,I DDN'T DO DIS 2 U,WAT DA HELLZ WRNG WIF IT NEWAY,U PRBBLY FELL DWN DA STAIRZ OR SUMFING,BULLSHIT I DDN'T DO DIS 2 U".thruout his freakout i kept my mouth shut n aradhna got fukd off @ da way he was speakin 2 me so she told him 2 fuk off!i tld her 2 bck off n b4 i knw it dey startd goin @ each other!i stood up n tld her 2 shutup n den turnd 2 him n askd in tamil 4 him 2 bck off!he replyz wif dn't tell me,tell her n i turnd round 2 rad'z n tld her 2 fuk up n sit dwn,she spitz out fuk off 2 him n den obeyz my commandz.he turnz round n sayz hu knwz wat n stormd off!i got in a shit n ran off..i ran into da boiz hu tried 2 calm me dwn by buyin me a v bottle!sahil wlkz me bck in n i wrkd up da nerve 2 ask ara if i culd speak 2 him 4 5minz,he fully slammd me ae!i got even mure fukd n told sahil bhaiya 2 tke my stuff n dat i wuld cum bk 4 it l8r!i wlkd off in a shit n rad'z came aftr me wndrin if i was k (hahaha) i tld her dat i wuld lyk her 2 say sowi n she refused n i tld sahil dat ara n her culd bth get fukd!i ran in2 samira hu was so freakin confusd on wat she had jst stubbld cross buh i ddn't even stick round 2 xplain!i tuk off 2 elam 2 c kat so dat i culd tlk 2 rosh!da 5min tlk i wntd wif rosh turnd in2 well..agez n i had 2 xplain da romeo n juilet stry 4m da start!durin all of dis rosh was starin @ me arm wndrin if he had actually done it on purpose..so jst incase ne1 hsn't heard let me voice it loud n clear:"HE DID NOT INTENTIONALLY DO DIS 2 ME,IT WAS AN ACCIDENT!!!" nwyz i tld rosh 2 tke care of him coz i knw dat he was fukd off as hell,not jst bout da fite wif aradhna or da way v had all spken 2 each other buh i knw he wuld of been fukd off @ himslf.i tld rosh 2 tell him dat it wsn't his fault n dat he wsn't jst lyk my dad coz i knw dat scrtly inside dat he wuld b freakin out bout seein my arm lyk dat!i mean yea,itz tru mayb he cn't stnd 2 b round me nw buh he wuld neva want nefing bad 2 happen 2 me!so yea da jist of da chat bein pls luk after him coz i cn't b dur 2 do it n 2 tell him 2 stop givin a shit bout me so dat he culd mve on wif his own lyf n stp bein so angry @ da wrld!da 2nd wk also endd wif me in tearz as u can all tell!it reali breakz my heart 2 c hw v hve turnd out ae..i mean dis tym last yr v culdn't get enuf of each other n now v cn't or rather he cn't stnd 2 even c me round!i hve no idea hw v got 4m bein so freakin hapi 2 so freakin miserable!n i h8 2 say it buh neva in my lyf hve i eva felt dis unhapi b4!im srs,despite all da worse shit dat has happnd in my lyf i still was hapi (in da bigger picture) buh in da bigger picture dis whle year i hve been sooo UNHAPI!n it suxz dat sumfing lyk dis (sumfing dat actually does hve gr8,up pointz) culd potentially take me down..im tryin 2 fite buh im slwly runnin outta strngth.wen did all da lil fingz stp mkin me hapi ae..wea did dat simple day b4 colourz turnd in2 shadez go????