sumtymz life suxz..

u knw sumtymz it hitz me hw much life suxz..4 sum reason it likez pickin on me!!!i guess im ready 2 tlk bout wat has been pissin me off since da ball n y i hve been sooo weirdish (mure den usual).da whle pankz incidnt reali got 2 me..i guess sum of u mite not knw wat da pankz incidnt is so let me fill u in:
@ da ball dis guy cme n askd her 2 dance,v thort dat was reali swt so v tld her 2 dance wif him.dey dancd 2 a few sngz whle v all kept a close eye on pankz,v turnd awy 4 a few minz 2 tke a pic wen she disapprd.i got worid n went searchin 4 her..i jst reachd da stairs off da dance floor wen i saw dat creep n her wlkin awy wif his handz round her waist,i swear my heart nearly stoppd.i went up 2 her n askd her wat she thort she was doin..n wat does she do???tellz me 2 basically mind my own business n tellz me dat she cn handle herslf, so i wlk bck 2 da dance floor 2 grab reinforcmntz...by da tym v get 2 da stairz she is gone,like gone gone,no sign of her wat so ever.i had dat puking feeling,da 1 wea ur stomach feelz like itz in ur throat...so v all split up in 3 diff groupz n start lukin 4 her on da 3 diff floorz..i run up 2 da 2nd floor n ask da dudez servin drnkz if dey saw her, dey r like yea v saw dis dude push her round da corner....i swear wen dey sed dat i nearly faintd,i was sooo scard..i sprint round da corner where i c kat n priti draggin pankz 2wardz me,she cumz up 2 me n is like I NEED 2 TLK 2 U!!! she dragz me round da corner n is like i had it coverd,i can luk after myslf.OOOOOOOOOOO was dat da wrng fing 2 say 2 me @ dat tym..i jst wlkd awy..it jst wsn't worth it.aftr dat da dude kept harrassin her all nite until me n kat *da 2 shortiez out of da crw* warnd him off.
i guess im pissd off @ pankz as much as i am pissd @ myslf...nw i bet ur all wnderin y im pissd @ myslf.after da whle 'a' fing i prmisd myslf dat i wuld prtct all da ppl i luvd,i wuldn't let nefing like dat ever happn 2 ne1 i luvd, i mean im da gurl hu got self defence classez introducd 2 our intermdiate 2 help prtct da gurlz i luvd...but im pissd @ myslf coz i feel like i faild pankz @ da ball,i knw she shuld of had mure sense but i shuld of kept a closer eye on her..sooo kat,mel n devil dis is y i was cryin on sun mrning on da fone,i knw u guyz wantd 2 ask me wat was wrng but were 2 scard 2 lol..i knw it took me agez 2 tell uz but im stil not ready 2 tlk bout it..da whle incidnt was a total blast 4m da past,im not over it yet so dn't even try n tlk 2 me yet....lol