xamz...

hmmm da last few dayz/wkz hve been filld wif xamz n xam tensionz!!arghhhh i h8 da stupid xam atmsphere!!lyk 4 e.g. da lib @ our skool is actually bein used 4 study!!WHOOOAAAA dude!!mkez me nervous as hell.my 1st xam was statz n OMGGGG was i hardout worid bout dat!!culdn't even sleep coz statz nitemarez kept me up lol but i studied lyk a statz zombie 4 nearly a freakin wk n i managed 2 do 3 paperz out of 4, ddn't even pik up probability!!ddn't stand a chnce even thou sumhw i alwyz nearly get a M on da paper BUT i figured since i dn't undrstnd it 4 jackshit letz not even go dur!lol...da nxt day i had eng, gain i did my usual pikin up my folder n muckin round fing!endd up onli doin lyk less den 12hrz on it, cn't blieve im lyk dis 4 my final xamz ae!!ahhhhhhhhhhhhh WTF'z wrng wif me? i managd 2 finsh all da paperz n im preti confidnt bout my essayz!!CURSIN myslf 4 touchin da unfamiliar paper wen i onli had da last 10minz 2 do it in!!Y O' Y did i not hve da sense 2 let it go??but i did do up 2 ex so letz c hw it goes...den on thurs i had my most dreadd xam...ACCOUNTIN!!i hve alrdy plnnd my funeral so im all set 4 jan!!i managd 2 finsh all 5 paperz, JUST!!!rite wen he said put ur penz dwn, i put my last fullstp!!shit man, ddn't even get 2 chck any of my paperz!!!arghh..feelin confidnt(ISH) bout 3 of dem thou so i guess datz alrite(ish)..lol *yes a nervous laughtr...*
oh n on da mrnin of my accountin xam i had a job intrview...n b4 u all ask itz onli my 4th job(dis yr)!!lol i knw i knw all i ever seem 2 do is wrk but sum1z gotta keep da fam afloat rite.nwyz i get 2 my intrview,go in..n da managerz lyk ur c.v. was enuf 2 convince me dat ur da type of persn v r lukin 4 n gve me da job on da spot!!freakin hell as gr8ful as i am, she made me drive all da way dur 2 tell me i was hired!!ahhhhh..well all i got left is my hstry xam whch is on tues, jst on my brk 4m stydin dat so i thort i wuld ctch u all up on my freakin xcitin life!(UHUH)..i strt my fulltym job da day aftr so ur all gona hve 2 put up wif me cancelin planz n mkin planz wif u last minz...btw jst thort dat i wuld mention dat da manager said i hve da most wrk xperince 4 a persn under 20 she has ever met...I WNDER Y..dammit!lol

yr 13..

had our prizegivin yest nite..awwww was soo beautiful n sooo scrwd up! i got top in eng level 3 n web design n also da humanitarian trophy, den v got da top leaderz award whch was a pen engravd wif our namez,position n yr! preti mean, @least it wsn't spoons lyk last yr. den v got our yr13 grad certz n anther pen wif k.g.c on it!freakin hell anther pen! tonez got da same awrd she has got since yr9=best overall student! kat got all these freakin awardz, 2 DAM many 2 member but i do member da best 1= ARTDUX!!!she got a $1000 as her prize!!i nearly cried!!awww i knw!DUX was danica*no surprise* n runner up was karvita! n best imprvd yr13 was WHITECHOCL8(courtz lol)..dam datz bout all our member!after dat v had a feed, took picz n muckd round.we den got in melz car, v bein kat,lea n me..n drove 2 do operation sign!!haha kat n me got out..kat freakin missd da 1st tym, den i got my 4 good aimz in ..n v did da bus stop 2..fukin hell, kat n me culdn't stop laughin, freakin 11ish @ nite n v r runnin down da road laughin lyk looniez!!! kat in her white blouse n me in my dodgy blck jacket, man v lukd dodgy!! den v got sum mure n ran off 2 da other board, haha i totally aimd da 1st 1 wrng,kat den got it n den i was on a roll, a car strtd pullin up so v sprintd bck 2 melz car in our skirtz obvioulsy laughin hysterically!!shit funi!!mel den zooooomd us away!!o in da day tym v used p.v.a glue n totally tagged all over our fav plcez in da skool...shit funi!OOOO n da whle day v all spent wlkin round n takin picz n bein stupid!!kat,mel,yaz,ashlee,pankz n eva spent nearly da whle day waggin in da lib!!v were on da top floor *yr13 area* muckin round lyk hell.kat n me built a huge pile of pillwz n i got dared 2 stage dive off da couchez on2 dem..so me bein me jumpd!!shit it was funi!! n kat was takin picz,den kat did it 2!!!shit funi!!den kat left n mel n yaz had a huge pillw fite whch i obvioulsy got on video..den it was pankz vs mel!!OMG pankz won!!haha after dis pankz n mel had a arm wrestle, whch obvioulsy mel won, den eva n me..n duh i lost!!i sooo dn't work out nemure, n even thou im rite handd my left is strnger (yup even my armz r weird)..@ lunch v all went across da road wif kat n got pizza, v den went 2 our 2nd home P.D 2 eat. v in dis case bein half of da p.d crew- kat,mel,yaz,eva,pankz n me.all of a sudden dis inncent shared lunch turnz in2 21questionz.duh i strtd it, preti swt questionz until v got 2 yaz's question 4 kat= hu do u lyk/choose or sumfing lyk dat outta mel n neesh??well hu carez bout da answr, it all turnd out swt in da end, wif all of us turnin away 4m gangin up on me n movin on2 gangin up on mel!!!yeaaaaaaaaaaaa~pankz dance!!but yup defntly left wif reali cool infrmation dat i will try not 2 use hahaha. all in all i luvd it!!!despite hw dwn n up dis yr has been, i hve made da bst frndz in da wrld, i hve learnt soo much n i hve bcum so much less MATURE hahaha but overall i hve learnt dat u can take da gurl outta kelston but u can never take da KELSTON outta da gurl!!KELSTON WATTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT???? jst 4 old tymz sake ae!lol

gRaDuAtIoNzz

whoa been agez since i last wrote in here, wayy 2 dam busy wif all my internalz n gradz 2 reali hve tym 4 much.but da funi fing is even thou i had all dis crap 2 do i still found tym 2 wtch moviez wif kat n mel n muck round wif lea!!!lol well last friday v had our leaderz graduation @ da skycity,it was umm very intrstin 2 put it mildly hahah..
got ready wif kat n mel, went dur n met up wif da rest of da gang n strtd taken picz! after da speechz v got 2 eat n man was i hungry!!dur was dis indian waiter guy n i endd up makin dis reali bad crck bout him n priti whch resultd in our half of da table hearin n MOCKIN her all nite!! yup i soooo endd up in da dog house after dat crck so 2 get in priti's gud bookz i made crckz @ pankz all nite long, whch meant every1 was hapi coz da rite order of da wrld was restord (well da order wen vaish is not dur haha). den after dessert v all strtd tkin reali randum picz BUT da crck fing was dat even thou v were wif da B.O.T n da principlez n stuff v ddn't get in truble 4 bein skankz...WORSE even da teacherz n all joind in BUT da funist had 2 b MRS HARVEY..hu wuld hve guess dat she wuld of liftd her skirt 2 shw off her legz wif us!!hahah.after dis v all ditchd da dinner n ran round outside tlkin real hoe-ish picz..v as in kat,mel,tonez,cafey,dez n me!!v endd up goin 2 da grand hotel n borrwin dur luggage trolley 2 take picz wif!!den cafey n me wlkd round wif accentz, prtndin dat v were nu 2 NZ haha n cafey den actd as da tour guide!! den kat, mel n me ditchd dem n strtd tkin even mure skanky picz wif devil n crew..I SOOO DDN"T ACCOST NAT *devil'z wrdz lol* meh n after dat v basically left home..
hmm dis tuesdy v had our zeal leadershp grad....awww melly n kat lukd soo preti!!!n well yup i got dressd up 2; in my polka dot dress n i even got my hair curled!!argh all i needd was a ring of daises round my head n i wuld of lukd like a freakin 11yr old!!!my speech was ritin on da way dur n it was actually preti gud,like da crwd actually laughd!lol EWWWW met 2 creepi men hu wuldn't let go of my hand after da handshke!n 1 acutally rubbd da bck of my hand, MUMMMY lol oh n bth men cmmntd on my smile..1 even used da wrd sexy!!MUMMY lol n wat did i do?? i jst said fankz n sidestppd away fast!lol my fam came so da picz v took were preti laxd n respctable..courtz got da character award,megan n tishkar got da courage award n kalo got da overall leader award!!hmm durz 2 all of us hu bet dat tonez wuld win..but boi o boi did sum randum ppl win prizez lol totally bloatd after all dat eatin ae...gym any1???lol