da peace of death..

hmmmmm dn't ask bout da title..it jst struck me dat onli in death is a person ever peaceful!!n rite nw i culd do wif alt of peace!!
OMG i finally got my dress 4 da ball yest!!yeah yeah yeah!!lol...let me break dwn da dress 4 u:
..itz black (whch by da way u all prob. hve alrdy guessd)
..it shortish,jst a lil past da knees (c i ain't no slut lol)
..da top part is like cotton-ish kind of material,bottom is leather-ish kind of material (hOt dAm)
..there is 2 pieces of black ribbon whch r attachd 2 hip on da left side(i knw itz gurly 4 me)
..da bottom part of da dress is like da flinstones styles (haha no not fred flinstones styles)
..n da strapz r in da halter top style (yes i do knw wat a halter top is lol)
so dat preti much breakz dwn da dress 4 u all..n i bet ur all freakin surprised dat i actually got a dress!! wel i was actually considerin getin a womanish tux but den i thought u guyz wuld prob beat me up (in ur drmz lol) or ignore me da whle nite @ da ball (n cnsiderin v r all goin 2getha dat wuld kinda ruin da point lol)...OMG i own a dress,holy shit wat hve u gurly nutcases done 2 me????but i gota say mel is way worse den me!!she has completly changed sides..she has gone all gurly nw n left me alone on da tomboy side!!!mel even has shoes 2 go wif her dress(very heely,gurly,sexy shoes) oh n did i mention she bought a makeup kit!!!ahhhhhhhhhhhh
..da ball is changin us all..itz a plot 2 rid da wrld of tomboyz like us...ahhhhh itz invading our minds...ahhhhhhhhhhh lol

lifez a bitch..

sumtymz i wnder y lifez a bitch..i jst dn't get it dsn't she (yes lifez a she..fuk men rite..lol) get sick of fukin wif pplz headz????...i mean everybody getz sick of sumfing,every game gets boring..so y isn't she fukin sick of screwin wif my head??i gota say dat getin da same reaction 4m sum1 wuld totally bore me..so y isn't she bord of me yet????

...hey mayb shez not bord coz im like 1 of those toyz u never get sick of!!take 4 eg tickle-me-elmo, i mean u cn't get sick of him..even though all he does is laugh dat cute adorable laugh of his!!holy shit i jst compared myslf 2 a toy..fuk man i fink im thru wif dis shit fam of mine..

..considerin getin myslf outa dis house,cn get myslf out wen im 18 but poor lea hving 2 live wif dem crazy shit rnts of ourz..dn't fink she will handle dat well!! @least i hve da bst m8z in da wrld!!dn't knw wat i wuld do wifout u guyz..fankz 4 all da hugz, n all da callz n txtz oh n da emailz..i culdn't put up wif dis shit if it wasn't 4 u'z..

oh n peepz im sowi dat im only ever in a bad mood dese dayz..i try not 2 b but letz jst say itz hard..oh n im sowi dat itz u'z i take it out on..sowi guyz..oh n did i mention dat i luff u guyz!!

u'z so da best..newyz sum1z chuckin stuff n screamin gota go sort da l8st shit out..so over n out..

wen did dey bcum so imprtnt????

itz weird..i mean dey hve never seemd dis imprtnt 2 me b4,wen did dey suddenly bcum da centre of my universe??? i dn't get it?? i mean did dey creep up on me so quietly dat i ddn't sense it happening??? WOW hu wuld of thought..i mean me out of all ppl!!! wait..u must all b so srsly lost lol so let me back up a bit...

...a few dayz ago a m8 of mine askd me wen guyz suddenly bcam da centre of my wrld?? now dat makes me wori,i've never been da sort of gurl 2 give a crap bout guyz..i mean i luv hangin wif dem n stuff but i ddn't fink i was boi crazy..hmmmmmmmmmm after my m8 said dat it made me wnder,wen did guyz get so imprtnt 2 me???ahhhhhhhhh i dn't understnd hw i went 4m da bst gurl m8(2 every guy i knw) 2 sumhw dem being in2 me or me being in2 dem???man i gota say stuff like dis was simpler in primary..da dayz wen a game of bullrush,rugby n kiss-n-catch were jst games, i mean no need 2 read in2 da motives,da deeper meanings or c whch guy was playing.it makes me wnder y i culdn't stay dat innocent 4ever(i bet u'z r suprised i was ever innocent..i was so shutup lol). haha i jst clicked 2 sumfing *shutup up guyz i do click sumtymz u knw* mayb im dis insane coz i go 2 a gurlz skool..i mean arn't my rnts askin 4 trouble snding me 2 a gurlz skool??lol..so basically im stil wndering wuld i b dis 'boi crazy' (i dn't fink i am by da way) if i went 2 a co-ed skool..n by da way peepz am i boi crazy lol??or shuld da question b r boiz crazy bout me??lol